prom today :o
The horrible moment when you can feel someone losing interest in you
I still have way too many demons that are still nesting in my broken heart and my mind. I’d like to believe I’m getting better. Maybe soon I’ll be able to say that out loud, but for now, I don’t know. You can only deny the demons for so long before they start to get angry, and start to show up again. The hurt can resurface. Recovery is very, very hard.
why do I want to cut so bad, I feel okay..
what i have learned from talking about my feelings
- it’s better to not talk about my feelings
I always hear people say that no one can love you until you learn to love yourself
And that really scares me.
ruins your lungs
dries out all your tears
leaves you lying awake at 4 in the morning
wishing you weren’t alive c.c. (via n-e-r-v-o-s-a)
sad frustrated annoyed stressed exhausted hiding it.